Well, disney was the shit and I have not written in a while. Jackie is being a b*tch, tongiht I'm chillin w/ Bret and Marny and her friends. Marny seems cool, I hope she is, Bret keeps saying she is. Well, tonight will be interesting, seeing Van Wilder, looks like it might be shitty but we'll see. Still no prom date! :( Talk to you all later.

I know I haven't written here in a few days but I've been totally psyched for Florida. Well, I leave at 3AM tonight, it's nuts, Disney is gonna be sooooooooo great! Hopefully all my peoples will get a video e-mail form me and my boy in Epcot. And I'll have tons of pics when I get home. PLeasure Island is gonan be the shiznat, I am sooooooooooo psycheD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jeezu, today was wierd. Didn't do much in school, didn't do much at home, but hell, I felt crappy and I dunno why. I think it's liek when I was little and used to feel really crappy before big holidays, with Florida coming up that's what I think, but I'm not sure. Tankel pissed me off sooo bad today. She was a total bitch to me after Kurt agreed to take her to her Soph-Hop and now that it's over she wants to be friends? Well, I called her on it and she didn't like it, but I was not in a beating around the bush mood. Yuck, I had two essays to write today, I think they turned out well, but put my brain through the wringer! I can't wait for sunny Florida and rides and... ah... just so pleasing just to think about it. Well, wrestling is on and I have to call Jackie and shoot the preverbial shit.

OMG, last night was great. Saw my best friend in the whoel world (Nikki) and we talked for hours then went to see Resident Evil. We caught up and reminisced on our old wild and crazy days. Resident Evil was awesome, not much for a plot, but it was nuts, action, gore, zombies, blasting, and it synched up to the video game perfectly. What a great action/horror flick! And Milla Jovovich is HOT!!!! And the ending is great, leaves room for a real good sequel! They made 4 or 5 of the games, so they definitely have material for more movies. And right now I am bored as hell, just got done playing like 5 hours of my new game, Silent Hill 2. Bret and Jackie are at the Soph Hop, I'm just waiting for my phone call about all of the drama that happens at the dance. How many people did Jackie piss off I wonder... oh well, only gotta wait until tommorrow to hear alllllllllllllll about it.

Well, today's trip was interesting. The play was sick, they got the entire front row with fake blood and shit. On the bus ride home Perry had to take a shit, so we stopped at a gas station, they didn't have a bathroom, so he ran across the street to the other gas station, they didn't have one so he ended up going in a diner downt he street. Took 20 minutes for him to take a shit, I mean come on, he's a senior in high school and he can't hold it. Well, otherwise the trip was fun. Tommorrow's gonan suck, nothign to do tomorrow night. :(

Today was boring, didn't do much in school. They rejected th eblood I donated, somethign about hepatitis B, so I have to go get a blood test doen at the hospital soon. Freaked me out. Tomorrow is my trip to see King Lear which will be cool, other than that not much is going on.

Well, today was fairly boring. I returned Shadow Man, got Rez, it's pretty phat, it's like an old school shooter, except it's got a techno beat, and every time you shoot something it adds to the beat, and each level up adds more enemies and more of a back drop of music, so by the end yer trippin along to phat booming beats. School was boring, Jackie is being really stubborn, refuses to admit she was wrong, what's new. I am so conflicted.. watch wrestling or play video games. Ho hum... still single, yet again, what's new, oh yeh, Dave Saul hates me, I've never even talked to the damned kid. Eek, I can't wait for college. It will be so great. Oh yeh, my best friend in the world Nikki is in town on spring break. She is thinking about x-fering to Drexel next year!!! That would be sooo great. Well, I guess that's all for now, I'm in a surprisingly good mood, no real reason just happy oddly enough.

Today was okay, I cleaned my room and car and played Jak and Daxter, then I went to youth group which was great, a group from Christ The King came, they just started a youth group, so they came to mass and hung out at the meeting afterwards, they seemed liek cool kids. Then we did this thing where people wrote nice things about us on a peice of paper taped to our back, it was so great, except for one person wrote "I don't know" which is saddening cuz it wasn't the girl that oi'd met that day, she showed em what she wrote, so it had ot be somebody i've known for a long time (the christ the king kids did it seperately) so either they don't think they know me or justd idn't care enough to write anything. :( Still no prom date. But life is good. TTYL.

WOOHOO!!! Pretty good weekend so far. I got into Drexel Honors, got $6,000 a year in scholarship, got a fat load of money in the mailf orm an ebay customer, bought Jak and Daxter and Shadow Man: 2econd Coming for my PS2, got the bionic jive cd. They are the shit. Saw John Q. which was really good, sad, intense, just awesome. Sadly, /I may have to take Shadow Back and exchange it, it's sucking so far. Cool idea, but the controls suck and the graphics are only okay, not like jak and daxter which has the coolest graphics ever!!! I love Jak and Daxter, it's like a cute kiddie game but really challenging. OMG! You won't believe what happened up the mall, i went into Electronics Boutique to buy Shadow Man and the guy mentioned a 30 dollar Nintendo 64, and I said i hate that system but am looking for the original NES for my collection, they wnated $40 for the freakin thing, they're NUTS!!! So anyways, i didn't buy it, and the rets of the night was mad fun. And, today, I bowled a 144, and I rarely break 100. :) Well, all, I'm gonna go, TV is calling me!

Well my cable modem is downa nd i'm f*cking bummed. This crappy dialup means I won't be posting probably until the modem is back up, damned capitalists!

Well, today was interesting, I got my interrum grades (what your grade is halfway through the quarter). It was wierd like i went down in two classes, and up in everything else. I think i'm getting the senior slide or senioritis or whatever you wanna call it, but it's strange because it's only one or two classes. I mean, i would think it would effect everything, but no, just these few. I'm even doing better than before in English, which I was dying in before. I don't know, it's crazy, senior year is ending and I have so much crap on my mind. I man i hafta figureout when i'm gonna practice with John and the guys for talent show, in a few weeks I go to Disney world, after that I leave for CAPS, my college stuff is coming in droves (FAFSA, Scholarship, Honors, etc.), EEK it's so f*cking intense right now! I had a short break from it but it's all coming back! Also, graduation and the prom are on the horizon, I don't even have a perspective prom date. Also, i need to get a job for the summer, ick ick ick. Internet was broken last night too, and the solution was so easy, took less than 5 minutes, but I didn't know the solution until after school today. I am so stressed yet so psyched at the same time. EEK!!! If anybody reading this wnats to go to the prom with me chat me up, lol.
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Well, today i was talking to John Pagano and he said he was gonna do linkin park "in the end" for the talent show coming up soon, so i knew he didn't have a second singer, so it looks like he'll do the melodic part and i'm gonna do tha rap, i'm psyched, such an energetic song! I am so psyched, I dunno about john but i'm gonna like flip out on stage and totally rock the song hard! Jackie's pissed at me over some dumb-ass thing on the phone, and rachel the tank is mad cuz i told angelo she had a crush on kurt, which eveyrbody ont he planet knows anyway, oh well, they're both pains in the ass. Well, i'll probably do more later tonight. L8z

Just a lil P.S. a certain someone was being a f*cking total b*tch on friday, kept hitting on somebody else's FIANCE!!! I am so f*cking mad, and the first someone insists she likes somebody other than the other somebody's fiance! I hope she learns a lesson and gets beat up! This will be utterly confusing to anyone no in the know, sorry!

Well, today was boring as hell. I did absolutely nothing. I did find some demo tracks from the new Korn album coming out on May 14th, and I played some mad video games, and I studied for my history test. I'm going to mass at 7, jeezu my life is so pathetic sometimes. Oh well, just gonna go pray for what I pray for every week, very pathetic, but every week at church i pray for one cool chick that is into the lord and can understand me. I'm such a loser some times. This weekend has been sooooooooooooooo boring. All i did was saw a movie on friday, then on my way home my car broke down, so i don't have a car now, it's in the shop, had to have it towed, jumped it once, it died again, and then it refused to turn over the second time we tried to jump it. So i was stuck on the side of Trevose Rd. with a flashlight waving oncoming traffic away from my car for like an hour until we got a tow-truck. It was f*cking cold out too and the people were driving like a**holes, they were going way too fast and kept almost hitting me and my car, yet i was standing there with a flashlight warning the retards. ACK! What a weekend! I am kinda glad i didn't hang out after that, cuz i am in such a bad mood now and it's been two days!!! Also, michelle is trying to get me into this stuff with her b/f and I really don't wanna get involved! ICK!!!! I can't wait for college, I won't have to deal with all this stupid bullsh*t! Well, Drexel is months away, I just have to survive until then, and luckily my tirp to florida will help... only two weeks until that... well, i'm gonan go watch CNN, bush is supposedly trying to raise a tariff on imported steel, goddam Republicans!